i wonder too. mainly the same things as you. i wonder why you came back. i wonder when you'll go. i wonder where the reasons fit in.
a redder hue
you swim on to
my shore repeating
the same words
i've missed the turn of your words. all the air we let in swept too much away. texts and trust and the encasement. part of me is caught within fireflies. if i'm meant to be drunk, you'll make me drunk. if i'm meant to be stung, you'll make me stung. if you want me to come undone, well you know you can make me do that too. i'm waiting to be pushed and i'll take it from any direction that it will come. i want a gun to my neck and a hand wrapped around me.